Well well well!
Long time no see yuu guyz! Almost two months x jumpe fazdly. Rindu sgt sgt sgt kt dye! Bkn tuh yg aku nk cte. Actly, terase glew ngn ,mbe aku sowg neyh! If kaw bace blog aku, tlg muhasabah diri k! Kaw tglkn mmbe kaw tyme dye down cmtuh jew! Kitowg taw kitowg x bpe pandai. But jgn nk blame kitowg due to your own fault! Result aku pown twok, tp kwn aku x tglkn aku pown! Kaw rse, owg cm kaw, lyk wat kwn kew? Tyme happy jew kaw nk, tyme sdeyh? Kaw blah cmtuh jew? What type of friend yuu are? Sdeyh kowt dpt mmbe cam kaw! Btw, kitowg akan prove kat kaw tok sem neyh! Juz wait n see DUDE!

JANTAN CILAKAK!

Awi neyh bad sgt mara n geram campur rase nk lempang org! Nak taw naper? Awi neyh tbe2 de sowg mamat yg x dikenali text my no! Mule2 dye bajet slh no! Then tbe2 maki2 aku n ckp mcm2 sal aku! Oi setan! Kaw tuh x kenal aku cmne so jgn suke suki kaw nk jugde aku! Dye kte dye xkn lpaskn aku n whatsoever! Aku peduli ape?! Aku x tkot lar ngan kaw! BODO! Aku da btaw parent n famm aku sal neyh! Kaw tunggu abg2 aku crk kaw! Kaw crk psal ngan aku an? Kaw da slh owg! Faham?! Actly, yesterday de laki call fazdly n tnye mcm2 sal aku! WTH?! Tbe2 awi neyh owg laen plak cntct aku! Kaw apehal?! Nak gado? Aku xde mase nak gado ngan org yg X BERPELAJARAN mcm kaw! Paham?! Aku nak final! Drpd pk psal kaw yg x mendatangkan faedah kat aku neyh, baek aku pk sal final aku! Kaw ugut kaw xkn lpaskn aku? Kaw ugut kaw nk ckp mcm2 sal aku kat membe2 aku? Kat myspace aku?
GO ON SHIT! Aku nak tgk ape yg kaw bleyh wat! Ingat eyh, ALLAH always with me! And membe2 aku taw aku mcm mane! Aku ngan fazdly rase kitowg taw sape kaw! So, kaw juz tunggu! ORANG MACAM KAW NEYH, XDE MASE DEPAN!

RINDUUUU!

Semalam aku sgt2 lar tension! Nak taw naper? Bcoz da 3 hari gado ngan si dyee! Sdeyh sgt2! Aku rase cam kehilangan bile gado ngan dye. Aku wat mcm2 n ckp mcm2 kat dye but dye still sabar ngan attitude aku. Damn bad! X baek wat owg cmtuh! Tersgt2 lar tension ngan paper yg cam nak membunuh aku! Sgt susah! Yesterday, after abes paper math algebra, me and my electrical classmate pown planned. 'Hey guys, let's go n have a dinner at mid valley?' Then aku pown dgn cptnyew reply 'Yez! JOM!' Haha! sampai2 kat mid jew, diowg kte ag.
'Guyz, jom tgk wyg!'. Kitowg pown tgk cte PHOBIA! Mule2 tuh rase movie tuh cam bodo jew. Aku n cha2 da decide nak kuar dr wyg tuh but my classmate laki said 'sabar lar yunk. Jap ag abes lar tuh.' Aku n cha2 pown duduk blk. But aku x senang ati bcoz my hp running out of battery! Aku da tkot fazdly pk bkn2. Mule2 movie tuh sgt larr bongok n bangang. But at last, movie tuh sgt2 lar fun! Then around 8pm, kitowng blk um. Huh! Lpas sume tension! Blk2 aku twos mandy n sembahyang. Then on hp, fazdly call almost 25 times! Aku twos call dye. said 'sorry b, i bawu balik'. Thank God dye x mara. Then late nyte tuh dye call aku, rase rindu sgt2 kat dye. I'm sorry sebab x phm yuu. No matter what happen, i love yuu mohd fazdly. MUSM!

HEAVEN!

Damn! Neyh sume gara2 FINAL! Haha! disebabkan sahur cafe tutup ari neyh (Cafe kolej aku la. Name cafe tu sahur), aku n diba (my rummate) decide nak makan kat secret recipe (makan nak gempak jew). Mesti lar kan! Haha! Disebabkan aku dah bawak kete g UM, then senang lar untuk aku n diba meringankan bontot bergerak ke sana dan kemari. Ehem2. Haha! Bile da sampai makanan kitowang, pe lagi? Makan x ingat dunia! Makan sampai licin! Huh! Bile da abes makan, diba pown ckp 'kak, nak bil'
Nah! Amek kaw! TOTAL RM66.25 ye dek!

FRIENDSHIP!

I dunno what to say. I dun meant to do dat. Really, i miss yuu too. Tapi hati aku sakit sangat. Don't ask me what yuu have done wrong to me but ask where are yuu when i really need yuu? Dulu, 4 years aku tahan kaw pentingkan bf kaw then now kaw wat lagi? Serious shit sedih weyh. Tapi aku senyap jew. Everytime aku nak cerita kat kaw yg aku ade problem, kaw mesti tibe2 cerita pasal kaw dgn dat guy. Aku x sempat share ape2 pon dgn kaw. Since dat, aku da malas nak ckp pape. Aku juz diam jew. Bile aku ade probs, aku nangis kat fazdly, faizul, akmal (sorry susahkan kaw), diba (my rummate). Diorang lar tempat aku nangis n story everything. Aku bukan x nak story kat kaw. But everytime aku call kaw, kaw cerita pasal dat guy. Datz why yuu dont know anything bout me. Last, sorry sebab be silent for a long period.


Love,
Badriah.

I MISS YUU!

Owh, sangat rindu same dye. Dat day aku g amek fazdly kat PD bcoz dye da kene posting. Thank GOD dye dpt kat PD gak. Klau dye dpt jauh2, aku xtaw nak ckp ape. Aku gerak dari UM on 12.30pm. sampai sane pukul 1.45pm. Then kitorang gerak g tgk wyg n jalan2 kat kl. Fazdly bawak aku g tgk view kl kat atas bukit kat ampang. Oh God! Sangat cantik! Serious shit cantik! Tapi aku lupe nak catch pic! Sorry guys!

DAMN TENSION!

Owh God, help me. Aku sangat2 lemah skunk. Final make me feel down! For the first time aku rase math sangat susah bg aku. Arh! Sabar bad, i know yuu can do it. Hopefully! Friends, please pray for my success! B, i miss yuu so much! B jgn tension kat new place tuh, i'm with yuu! I promise! See, my pic gara2 tension! (above) Sangat sewel! Haha!

DATING!!!

Haha! Awi ney fazdly blk dr PD. Dye blk umah jap then twos jumpe bad. Kitowang g mid, g beli tiket G-Force 3D! Then sementara nak tunggu tikus2 comel tu ke udara, ha-ha! Sangat annoying lar dat word! Huh! Ok, sementara nak tunggu movie start, kitowg g dinner kat pizza! And yuu know what? Fazdly wat aksi sengal gaban dye! SEE! Owh yea! For da first time bad kuar ngn fazdly pakai kebaya! Disebabkan kehabisan baju tsirt yg x dibasuh, ha-ha! Bad terpaksa pakai kebaya! Tomorrow maw jumpe dye same mama dye! MISH YUU SAYANG! Oww yea! Sayang i botak! Ha-ha!

TENSION!!!

aaarrrggghhhh!!!!!!!
Tolong r aku. Tension sgt2! Final ag 1 month jew tp assignment berlambak2! See? Asal lecturer neyh shuke bg assignment banyak2? Taw x owg nak final. Aku xnk result sem1 aku down! Xnk! Da lar mid sem aku agak kantoi. Please! Aku x nak disappoint parent aku! X maw! Please help me!

THE GREAT DATE!

I love yuu sayang! I sayang yuu sangat2! Kumpul duet aw. I maw jd wife yuu. Besh sgt kuar tyme neyh! Something yang x dpt dilupekan! Lovvvveeee yuuuuu! Haaaa, yuu byk knekan i kali neyh. Bace doa mkn dlm kete. Remember? Arh yuu mmg sengal gaban! Datz y i syg yuu! Muah muah muah!

HOLIDAY!!!!!!

Smlm bad ngan fazdly g holiday kat PD. Besh cgt2!! Mule2 ble kitowg plan sume x kene. Cmpy bad rase give up nk overnyte ngan fazdly. But at last kitowg dpt gak overnyte kt PD. :D
Kitowg bertolak pkul 10pm dr UM. Then twos grak g dataran merdeka. Kitowg lepak kt sane dlu. Then nk taw what, kitowg kene SAMAN! Haha! Kitowg parking kete kt tmpt slh! U sengal lar b! Haha! Then kitowg twos gerak g R&R nilai. Kitowg tido kat sane. Dlm pkul 3am cmtue kitowg twos gerak g nilai. Tujuan nyew nk usha2 dlu de kedai ape. Haha! Cm bodo jew an.
Mse nk masok nilai tue de road block plak! Da lar xde sticker P! Adoi! Bad da cuak thp gaban da mse tue. Mse kt polis tue, msg2 tnjk muke baek. Xley blah glew dowh! Nsb lpas! Haha! Pas da usha2 kt nilai, kitowg twos gerak g pd. Kitowg tido kt situ cmpy pg. Ble da mangon tue, kitowg g mandy laut!
Kitowg baes mandy dlm pkul 11am cmtue. Then kitowg twos gerak g mkn. Fazdly bwk bad g mkn kerang bakar! Nyumi2! :D
After abes mkn, kitowg twos grak g nilai. Bad nk crk bezday present tok ank buah bad. Bad belikn ank buah 'Alphabet book' yg ade music. Ble da settle everything kitowg twos blk selangor. Before blk, kitowg g mkn kt MCD. Huh, Pnat cgt2. Bad cmpy UM pkul 10.30pm. Anyway, kuar kali ney besh cgt2!! Thanx syg! Thanx 4 everything!

Da lame rasenyew x update blog ney an. Smlm wan comment ngan bad kt myspace. Da lame kitowg x contact after bad gwam sal comment2 dye ngan gurl laen tue. Dye kate dye regret ngan ape dye da wat. Dye ckp dye da xde ape2 ngan gurl2 tue da. Bad hope wan honest ngan bad. Then tibe2 wan kate wan rindu sgt kt bad. Pastue bad tnye dye, If bad x couple ngan Fazdly, dye continue blk x relation kitowg? Then dye kte dye nk continue blk tp dye xnk wat any mistake ag kt bad. Wan, naper bawu skunk wan be honest ngan bad? Serious wan, bad couple ngan F cuz thaqif kte wan da couple ngan tasha. Dat tyme ati bad broken sgt2 ble dpt taw sume tue. Bad xtaw lar if thaqif sje wat cmtue cuz dye nk kt bad. I'm sorry wan. Smpy skunk bad still ingat ag pe wan ckp.
'bby jd electrical engineer n b jd architect.'
Bad pgg janji wan cmpy ble2. N now i try my best to be an electrical engineer. Last but not least, Bad maafkn sume kslhn wan kt bad. Let by gone be by gone. Bad hope kte still be friend. Bad hope u'll be happy in ur life. Gudluck k! :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAYANG!

Today bezday fazdly. Tp dye kt PD. Next week bawu kitowg nk celebrate. Kitowg plan nk g genting tp xjd. Membe dye wat hal! Eee! gewam btol lar! Then Fazdly kate 'Baby, kte g holiday kt pantai nk?' Yahoooo! Da lame x tenangkn pkrn yg berserabut glew yg amat ney! Tue bawu planning jew. X confirm ag. Nk g pantai mane ek? Then dye ade kate 'kte g holiday kt melaka nk baby?' Alaaa... Ape yg de kt melaka? Xmoh r.. Ha, Cmlm bad kenekan Fazdly. Sje nk knekn dye. Yea r... Awi ney an bezday dye. BAD MINX CLASH! Haha!! Jaat kaw bad! MAse bad mnx tue, Fazdly terkejut cgt2! Dye call bad cmpy 48kali! Waaaaa! Jaat glew kaw! Dya kate jgn tglkn dye.

Here is one of his messages yg wat bad terharu sgt2:

'Baby, ape u wat ney syg? Plezz syg. Dun leave me. U r my everything syg. I taw i obsessed with my work. I taw slh i abaikn u. Plezz baby. I promise i akan berubah. I cant live without u dear.

Plezz give me one more chance to show how much i love you. Syg, u bring a lots of meaning in my life. U bring me a happiness . Plezz jgn tglkn i. I need u in my life.'

Do u all think i'd choose da ryte person? Yes i am! Bad syg dye sgt2! B, i love u shooooo much! Syg u sgt2! Ok, smbg cte blk. Dye x give up nk pjuk bad. Ble da pkul 12am, bad twos call dye. Bad jerit 'HAPPY BEZDAY SYG! LU KNE BEB!' Haha! How cruel i am! Ble bad jerit tue, dye terkejut glew2. Pastue dye ckp 'Thanx syg. U wat i sebak sgt2. I thought i da ilang u. X penah de gurl wat surprise kt i cmney. I syg u baby. Plz dun leave me.'

Bie, i wont leave you. I promise b. I'll always love you. Till my last breath.

I love you so much MOHD FAZDLY!

SHIT!!!

Sumpah aku benci kaw! Aku ingt ko da change! Sumpah aku bersyukur sgt2 clash ngan ko before diz! Sumpah aku bersyukur glew dpt knal ngan Fazdly! HUhhh! Gewam thp gaban! X jelez lgsg k! Juz gewam cuz kaw wat pompuan cm patung! Shitt! **** youu! Ok, relax bad. Actually cmney. Bad bawu jew bace comment one of my ex couple. Dye de comment ngan cowg gurl ney. Bawu jew ag! 17July2009! Shitt! Awi yg aku kuar ngan kaw plak tue! Dye kate kt gurl tue 'b syg bby'. 'B pown nk bby'. **** lar weyh! Kaw kate kt aku ko xde shape2. Aku x phm lar. Ashal ko player glew? Kaw bajet kaw ensem kew? X lgsg k! Aku xtaw r cmne aku ley couple ngan kaw dlu. Bodo! Bodo! Bodo! Aku sumpah one day, akan de gurl yg maenkn prasaan kaw cmne ko maenkn prasaan gurl selame ney!

'WHAT GOES AROUND, COMES AROUND!'

20 June 2009

Awi ney pnay cgt2! Pg td de class dari pkul 9am cmpy 1pm. Fuhh! Pnat shiot! Ingatkan awi ney pas abes class nk wat revision cket sal mechanical engineering. Xphm lgsg pe yg lecturer tue ajar! Huuu! X baek uww ktok lecturer. X berkat ilmu! Tp serious x phm dowh. ;D
Tibe2 teringat plak kt Fazdly. Pe ag, g r call dye. Awi ney dye nk blk PD blk. Bowink dye xde kt cnie. Then dye ckp, ekee antar! Pe ag, bad nk follow r. Fazdly amek bad kt UM pkul 1pm. Kitowg antar Fazdly cmpy seremban jew. Pdhl cmlm bawu kuar ngan Fazdly cmpy pkul 12.30am!
Haha! Syg, kt sane jgn nk m'gtl aw! I taw u m'gtl, i kerat u 44! ;D

Besh sgt awi ney! Awi ney bad kuar ngan fazdly. Such a great day! Dye mmg pandai amek ati bad. Dye sggp wat pape jew tok bad. Mule2 plan nk g tgk faz. Pas tgk wyg kt times square, dlm pkul 5 tue kitowg grak nk g ukm. Pusing pnye lar pusing tp x jmpe2 gak. Pnat glew r mase tue. Cmpy 3kali pusing dpn times square. Haha! U ney syg, wat i bengang! Actually, kitowg da belikn cake secret tok faz. Yela, selase ney an bezday faz. Tp xde rezeki nk celeb ngan dye. For u all pnye information, Faz yg knalkn fazdly kt bad! Bad bersyukur sgt2 dpt knal fazdly. Bad hope sgt2 relation kitowg last 4eva!Hopefully sgt2! U r a great bf syg!
I syg u ketat2 k! ;D

OH LELAKI!

Naper lelaki x bley stick with one gurl only? Bad x phm lar. Mule2 bad then ex roomate bad n now my own pet sister! OMG! Ape yg lelaki ney carik sebenarnyew? They always leave their gurlz alone when their gurlz really2 need them by their side. To all guyz out there, can u plz think bout the other's feeling before u make a decision? Naper lelaki ney x cukup satu? Eee! Geramnyew aku!
U all are not good enuff to play gurl's feeling k! Always remember dat!

Bad mmg syg dye dulu. Syg sgt. Bad x taw cmne nk tnjk yg bad syg dye. But trully in my heart, i really2 love him before. Nk kate bad kuat jelez? Yup. Bad admit bad mmg kuat jelez tp bad jelez de reason nyew. After all those things happen, bad slalu pkr, pe klbhn dat gurl berbanding ngan bad? Ntah lar. Maybe dye da fall in love ngan dat gurl. After clash, roomate dye contact bad. Roomate dye kate, dye da couple ngan dat gurl. Mase bad dpt taw tue, bad blom de owg bwu ag. I'm still waiting for him. Bad xtaw cmne nk ckp bape byk bad syg dye. Fadz roomate bad mse kt mtrks taw r cmne condition bad 2 weeks after ktowg clash. Mcm2 bad wat tok lupekn dye. Pastue bad knal ngan fazdly. Bad try to fall in love wit the other guyz but i can't. Honestly to say, mule2 bad couple ngan fazdly juz want to forget him. Fazdly byk sgt sbr ngan attitude bad. Fazdly taw yg bad still syg 'dye'. Tp fazdly kate, dye ttp akan tunggu bad. 11 june 2009 bawu bad rase syg kt fazdly. Almost 3 months bad couple ngan fazdly without any feeling towards him. Kejam sgt rase diri ney wat dye cmtue! Bie, I promise i'll try my best in our relationship. I'm very2 sorry for everyhing i've done.

Ney membe baek bad dulu. Ahmad Amirul Asyraff. Dulu kitowg baek glew. Cmpy bdk2 kt skewl ckp kitowg cm couple. Padahal x couple pown. Juz a beshfwen. Sjak bad de bf, Sharp twos change. Dye ckp dye xley accept bad de bf. Tp dat statement unfair bg bad. Bad ley accept dye de gf, naper dye xley accept bad de bf? Pening2. Dye asyik putuskn ubungan kitowg jew. Skunk bad cm accept jew ape2 yg dye nk wat. Bln sbb x syg. tp ntah lar.. Da pnat lar. Bad rase bad jew yg kene jage feeling sume owg. Tp feeling bad, sape nak jage? Now bad nk study kay UM. Hope xde lar probs ag pashney.

Muhammad Ridzuan. Bad penah syg dye dulu. Syg sgt! Relation kitowg tahan 6 months jew. Byk sgt sweet memories kitowg! 28.2.09 everything berubah. Bad dpt taw dye ade gurl laen. Mase kantoi pic tue, bad rase cdey cgt2 sampai xley nak ckp pape kt dye. Bad wat everything tok dye before ney, tp sume tue cam meaningless jew. Bad x penah wat card bezday tok sape2 before diz. dye lar the first person yg bad wat card. Mase kitowg clash tue, lg 1 month jew bad nak final exam matriks. Gilew r! Mase tue mmg down gilew2! Every nite nangis! Cam bodo jew an! Tp tue lar kenyataan nyew. Now dye da de gf baru. Gemok, if gemok bace blog owg ney, owg nak gemok jage gf gemok leklok. Xmoh wat cam dulu ag k. Syg gemok!

Life is too short to wake up with regrets. Love the people who treat you right and forget the ones who dont! Believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life, let it. Life is short, so make it worth!

To My dear Mohd Fazdly, thanx for everything dear. Nobody gets me like you do. U byk sgt sabar ngan attitude i. U still tunggu i eventhough u taw my heart belongs to someone else at the beginning of our relationship. Thanx for everything sayang! Without u, my life would be dark. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!

p/s: I hate a playboy! To all playboys, Get lost to the hell! U're not welcome!

Nk cite psal cuzin2 aku yg gilew besh ney! Aku syg glew kt diowg! Time aku cdey, diowg r tmpt aku lpas tension. Haha! Faizul! Dye byk cgt tlg aku bile aku de probs. Dye ney merangkap Bf gak r. Haha! Azan slalu kene pkul ngan aku. Besh glew weyh buli dye! Even aku slalu buli kowg, aku tetap syg kowg! Sampai mati! Thanx for everything guyz!

Syeera! We've been friend since we're kids. Kawan terbaik yg i ade! She's a very nice friend! Aku taw ko byk bersabar ngan aku beb! Cowie cuz byk cgt wat ko cdey! Aku syg ko tahap gaban! Serious x tipu! To all guyz yg try to approach syeera, plz take a good care of her! If kowg wat dye cdey, i cincang pale kowg k! Dye seowg yg panas baran! Sape2 yg penah kene maki ngan dye ney, sabar jew lar k. Bg i kene maki ngan dye ney perkara biase. Haha! SAYANG SYEERA SANGAT2!

Hye2! Thanx to all for viewing my profile! First of all, my name is Siti Nur Badriah. U can call me bard.
Currently studying at Universiti Malaya. Taking course electrical engineering. I love to go for shopping with my besties! Keep in touch k.